Hi. My name is Hasan, most of the people who is reading that blog already know that. Well, thats why, I don't wanna introduce myself at that point. Because the main reason of why I am creating that blog is to show the deepest, or superficial part of me with my opinion about everything. That means that blog is totally personal and depends on me. If you dont want to dare the reality of this then get the hell out here !
Are you still reading ? Fine... then wellcome to my secret and bewitched and agitated world! Ehh.. Just joking... There is nothing like on of those in my life. Maybe a bit fun, excitement, melancholy, like each one of us have. But I think, this is the point: to be happy and know that, you are the same like the others. Because as you know, the mass media, commercials, nlp trainers, trying to convince us that we are special no matter who we are. Well, I am sorry to tell you that, but believe me, we are not that special.
The thing which is making me suprised is the power of tv, religion and commercial that tell us what to do everytime. Is that because of we are weak creatures or trully idiots. I am afraid that I am agree with the second part of what I said. By the way, I am not saying that I am totally isolated from the system and living me own personal life without the effect of capitalism. Of course I used, Nike shoes, eat in Burger King, listened Ace of Base, watched all Spielberg movies... But I was never had a good relationship with religion. But this religion this is the subject of an another article. (Article, sound too academic, I am not sure If i am right... Well I am probably in an intermediate level in this damn English language... so please forgive me about my basic level of English) Of course those things that I am saying about system and stuffs is the basic reason of why I am writing here. Basicly the things that you will see it here is going to be my problems about the concepts in life.
As Anthony Trollope says, 'the happiest ones are those who don't have any stories to tell' I am read that in the book of David Mamet who is a script writer and director and I am totally agree with that sentence. Because, you need problems, chaos and deepness if you want to tell something as a story to the people. Which means, we all getting away from problems and any kind of complications. This is the easy way indeed. But, for me, there is something that i can not hide or escape which is growing inside of me and catching me like catching a kid who wants to escape from a monster under his bed. I kind of like that sadistic fear and excitement. This seems like the biggest reason of why I am writing, the fear and complications. Otherwise, I feel like I am very close to kill myself (not literally) This seems like a therapy for deppresionic man but it is not. Because, I think, the fear of conceptual problems... wait wait... I think I am wrong, because it is kind of thereapy.
I don't want to bother you a lot this time, but If you still want to read my blog, next time, be sure that you will bothered even more. I don't know maybe you are not. I just wanted to finish with effective sentence. But obviously it shows that the end of this story hasn't come yet. So, hope to see you next time.
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